office coffee with powdered creamer and real sugar - 100?
blueberry bagel - 200?
this was not planned at all. the drivers brought it to me. i'm completely unable to turn down food-as-a-gift. it's a weakness that i can't stand about myself. even if i don't really like it. even if i could just throw it away when the gifter isn't looking. i end up eating it anyway. it's free. it's a sweet gesture. i can't help it.
same goes for free food in general. for some reason my brain goes, "it's FREE! make sure you take the most advantage of this free, generous act as you can." this happens at choir when people bring stuff like cheese and crackers or toffee candy in. this happens when we have a meeting at work and i eat 4 pieces of deep dish pizza instead of the 2 i would normally eat. this happens if i stay at a hotel that offers continental breakfast included in the room rate.
i STUFF myself. i "make it worth my while." god, gross.
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